I spent 3 days at a ‘zen’ meditation retreat led by Wu-Tang Clan’s RZA

Jaelani Turner-Williams

2020-04-11T12:45:00Z

Campers and Camp TAZO assistants with RZA and Shifu Shi Yan Ming at the New York Chinese Scholar’s Garden of Snug HarborCampers and Camp TAZO assistants with RZA and Shifu Shi Yan Ming at the New York Chinese Scholar’s Garden of Snug Harbor

Campers and Camp TAZO assistants with RZA and Sifu Shi Yan Ming at the New York Chinese Scholar’s Garden in Snug Harbor, Staten Island.

Photo by Daniela Graves


  • Camp TAZO: Zen was a zen camp put on by TAZO tea in collaboration with Wu-Tang Clan’s RZA, offering 10 creatives the chance of a lifetime to meet at an all-inclusive retreat with the hip hop legend.
  • Jaelani Turner-Williams, a freelance journalist, was one of the chosen few out of 500 applicants, and traveled from Ohio to Staten Island to meet RZA for the three-day camp.
  • The retreat was filled with mystical tea ceremonies, mindful stretching led by a shifu (kung fu master), Wu-Tang inspired chess, and energetic conversations about creativity, connection, and artistry.
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I didn’t expect to be chosen for this year’s Camp TAZO, but the internet had other plans. Last winter was the second iteration of Camp TAZO, a sleepaway camp for adult creatives, which started in March 2019. Hosted by former “Rupaul’s Drag Race” contestant, Alyssa Edwards, 30 campers joined her for a “campfire” theme in Texas during the inaugural Camp TAZO.  

In February 2020, a more exclusive selection of 10 campers were chosen by the TAZO team and multifaceted artist, RZA, from legendary rap group Wu-Tang Clan, for Camp TAZO: Zen. With the camp set to be held in Staten Island, applicants were asked to provide a three-minute visual that RZA and the TAZO team would view.

Though it was likely evident that I was reading from my notes, weeks later, I received a surprise email from TAZO that I was chosen as one of 10 winners. The experience didn’t begin without a helping hand. Performance artist Nicoletta de la Brown was the linchpin between TAZO and the campers, contacting each of us to detail our hopes for the experience. Corresponding with each of us for weeks, Brown asked that we create a presentation regarding our personal ideologies with an emphasis on who we were as creatives. 

In late February, our journey began as each camper was flown to New York to stay in Manhattan’s Roxy Hotel.

jaelani wine

A much-needed glass of wine at the Roxy Hotel.

Courtesy of Jaelani Turner-Williams


I arrived just before 5 p.m., exhaustedly nursing a hotel-complimentary glass of rose after my layover in Atlanta from Ohio, and I met my roommate, visual artist Aisha Valentín, who arrived from Milwaukee. 

The next morning, I rushed from my suite to order french toast at The Roxy Bar and mingled with fellow campers. We ate and got acquainted, predicting what our venture to Staten Island would bring.

French toast breakfast on the first morning at The Roxy Hotel

Berry and powdered-sugar-covered french toast, my breakfast.



At one point, a camper noticed RZA walk into the hotel with a bodyguard in tow.

“I guess that was the experience,” joked Wesley, a camper from just north of Atlanta.

Once plates were cleared, we all piled into two camp shuttles, one driven by entertainer Rawb Lane, who gave us a much-needed dose of 90’s hip-hop nostalgia to prep for our arrival to Staten Island. I sat next to now freelance writer Marjua Estevez, who was formerly senior editor at VIBE Magazine and interviewed Cardi B for her first magazine cover for VIBE Viva in 2016. After 20 minutes, the shuttle came to a stop at the Whitehall Ferry Terminal, just in time for the 8:30 a.m. commute. 

“I’ve only ever seen these places in movies or TV shows. It’s surreal because I never travel, so this is a crazy experience,” said Wesley, peering through a lower-deck window on the Staten Island ferry. “[TAZO is] keeping it a mystery, but I know RZA has a lot of wisdom to impart on us,” Valentín said. “He’s multifaceted, he’s a true artist, and doesn’t just stay in his lane with one thing.”

Once at Snug Harbor, the group met at the New York Chinese Scholar’s Garden, circling before RZA appeared. “Peace,” he said, shaking hands with each camper before we entered the garden’s temple for a brief tea ceremony.

The inaugural tea ceremony with all the campers, lead by RZA (fourth from left)

The inaugural tea ceremony with all the campers, lead by RZA (fourth from left).

Photo by Daniela Graves


RZA asked that we gather on the temple floor, setting one-word intentions. A multitude of words filled the room, but RZA added two on a whim: “rekindle” and “exchange.” His longtime friend and shifu (kung-fu master) Shi Yan Ming joined us after the introductory ceremony, instructing campers through a brief stretching exercise. One camper, Peter Lange, even removed his shoes to thoroughly participate in the session. Through physical endurance and deep breathing exercises, it was clear that the Camp TAZO: Zen wasn’t just a meet and greet with RZA, but a probing of mindfulness.

Sessions began in another building on the Snug Harbor grounds, with colorful ‘zen’ decor, complete with printed cushions, neon wall art, and a TAZO snack station. Senior editor of The Fader, Lawrence Burney, even surprised campers as a moderator.

RZA and The FADER Senior Editor Lawrence Burney leading Camp TAZO_ Zen at Snug Harbor

RZA and The FADER senior editor Lawrence Burney.



The setting emphasized the camp’s purpose of awareness, as RZA spoke about the purpose of Camp TAZO: Zen.

“There’s five stages of consciousness, and creativity actually comes from two of those stages; [subconsciousness] and magnetic consciousness,” said RZA. “We created [five explorations] to unlock potential and rekindle. Too many times you’ll walk away from something [when it’s] unfinished. These explorations are here to guide us.”

Los Angeles-based camper Nneka Gigi passed around her grandmother’s burial pan, Nigerian naira, a handmade doll, and spoke about Afrocentric hair.

“I started to very finely weave my heritage and culture into what I do with my art. People may create art for other people to enjoy, but for me, it started out as a reflective process to try to understand myself,” she said. “Where I grew up, I was African before it was popular. Now that we have had this awakening where [being African] is not an embarrassing thing, to be from the diaspora.”

Another camper, Emmanuel, reflected on the nuances of an artistic and office-work balance. “Being in a [work] environment where it’s formulaic, it can get to you mentally and physically. Cutting ties from that spot and relinquishing the idea of being a ‘perfect’ person, it almost seems unattainable,” he said. “[Being an artist] is a complete let-go of that.”

The session lasted until our lunch break, where I briefly spoke with Burney about his recent story on rapper Fetty Wap. After an hour, campers regrouped for our next session.

Sushi lunch lunch 3

Lunches at Camp TAZO were healthy and veggie-based.

Courtesy of Jaelani Turner-Williams


“The reason I’m itemizing [our explorations] is because distractions will happen in the process of each of those things,” RZA said, beginning the new session. “With kung fu, your internal noise can beat the external noise. With experiential art — that’s gonna be the quietest moment of all — but you’re gonna generate sound from that, as well. When it comes to chess, most of my games I’ll lose when it’s noisy.”

I, along with campers Corbin, Tishmone, and Bramucci, joined Adisa Banjoko, a jiu-jitsu trainer and founder of Hip-Hop Chess Federation, for an hour-long “Wu-chess” training, which translated into life lessons.

“[Chess Federation] infuses music, chess, and martial arts to promote unity, strategy, and nonviolence. I’m not a chess master, but at a very young age I was able to start pulling off philosophy concepts from games,” Banjoko said, and mentioned being one of the first west coast writers for hip-hop culture magazine, The Source. 

“[A lot] of rappers are chess players, but they don’t play for the same reasons that a lot of kids from the suburbs play — they want to know how to not die [or] get tricked on their own street [and] see traps coming to avoid them,” Banjoko said. “It makes sense why someone like RZA would be attracted to a game like this — all of the Wu [Tang] were, because they were in dangerous situations [and were] trying to figure stuff out.”

While “Wu-chess” was challenging, it heavily relied on collaboration, as our group aided each other through our amateur chess process. Perhaps that was the purpose of the first day; collaboration and attempting to harness creativity through various methods.

Once lunch concluded, campers prepared for goodbyes and RZA asked that we revisit our one-word intentions and how it came full circle during our walk. Campers spoke extensively on their experiences, closely studying RZA’s lessons during those two days.

Tea ceremony exploration lead by Nicoletta De La Brown with campers Marjua, Aisha, Emmanuel and Nneka

Tea ceremony exploration led by Nicoletta De La Brown, with RZA and the campers.

Photo by Daniela Graves


“I feel [that] transitions and shifts are happening [with us] now. When I was on my walk, I was observing the space in general, and instead of looking at the top of the trees, I was visually [thinking of] the roots and [downward]. Doing that helped me see that we’re all connected,” said camper Peter Lange. All of the campers were in agreement, sharing that they’d hope to continue a yearly retreat outside of Camp TAZO. 

“I’m forever changed because I really am,” said camper Julian, who later photographed RZA. “I feel like everyone wants to collaborate and no one wants to do the work, but everyone here has left [an] impact on me [within] 24 hours, and that’s crazy to say.”

“Yesterday, it was okay to be vulnerable, [we] were touched by everyone’s artistic ability. What I got from walking to the water and listening to [Guided Explorations] — the rocks are there, but the water was high, which means shit was heavy. We all [have] weight on us, but the water was not out of bounds, it’s still in control,” said camper Tishmone.

Fellow camper Marjua Estevez, who was moved to tears from the experience, shared that she previously didn’t want to attend Camp TAZO, as the trip was held shortly after she moved to Miami, leaving her feeling displaced. “The last place I wanted to be was here, I didn’t want to be with strangers, I didn’t want to share anything about myself, I wanted to shrink myself and be invisible,” she said. “Knowing what I know now, I would’ve regretted not coming here. Hearing everyone’s stories gave me permission to reclaim parts of myself that I had lost.”

It seemed that our intentions from the first day had been fulfilled, prompting an emotional finale of Camp TAZO: Zen. RZA explained that the program wasn’t just for advertisement purposes, but connecting participants to fulfill their own artistic vision, just as he did with Wu-Tang Clan. “My potential is bringing people together, and when they come together, it’s up to them to exchange, stay together, and create something great,” he said.

After we left for our respective states, despite only attending the retreat for two days, our group chat still remains active. Whether seeking wisdom from RZA or wanting an opportunity to travel, each camper reconnected with their creative abilities and a new alliance.

For RZA, the group’s connection was simple: “I looked at everybody [and thought] that maybe there was something I could add on to. I saw a spark in every one of y’all [and] understood where you guys were in your creative process,” he said. “All these different personalities are within this group of people. I chose everybody for a specific reason, and I feel really confident in that.”

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